Girls are much more than what they seem. they’re more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. they’re more than just whiny bitches. we’re so much more.. too bad some boys can’t understand. a girl’s life is a bitch itself. on a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more. everyday we wake up, we have to shower. we have to fix our hair. then, we have to get dressed. we spend hours infront of our mirror for you. making sure we look good. then we have to apply make up. while doing all this, there’s so much to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. if something’s too short, they’ll call us a whore. something’s too long, they’ll call us ugly. we go through buckets full of ice cream because we’ve had way too many broken hearts. we cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. we can’t complain because we don’t wanna be annoying. we trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. we learn stuff the hard way. every guy out there making a period joke, like are you for real? no. just because you’re being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn’t mean i’m on my period. get over it. we get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. we love hard, and hurt hard. we care too much. we’re never understood. we go through so much trouble when you don’t even notice. we listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you. we try so hard to impress you, while dealing with all that’s said about us. after everything, we sit our asses down on tumblr and reblog everything that reminds us of you. we spill our guts out to our bestfriends who’ve probably had enough of you. we go on facebook and we check your profile a million times, and go through all your pictures. even if we have seen them all before. we hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. but no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong. we have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend like everything’s ok. we have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. we love even though we know we shouldn’t. and we wait for something that’ll never happen. but no matter what, we manage to act like everything’s fine, even though everything’s falling apart. that’s a day in a girl’s life. imagine dealing with all that everyday. we’re so much more than what you think. so much more than what we seem.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
-ADMIRE-
Ermmm....gniey mok mula kan cerita ku ow?...btw crita nya kedak tok,before tok ku nk kan pernah cerita pasal ku crush ngn orang yang selalu ngan ku gaduh nk?....now da g cerita bru,rie jumaat tok tek da lah kawan sekelas ku yang ku beri gelaran CIFINAFA nya padah nya mok tackle aku...-.-' padahal aku sik pernah pun mok suka ngan nya,perasaan ku untuk nya sik kan lebih dari seorang kawan...huhuhu
Dalam masa yang sama jwak ku bru tau yg kawan sekelas ku yg selalu gaduh ngn ku jwak suka ngn aku....-.- pa lah salah ku sampai kan semua tok terjadi dengan serentak....parai nyawa antam nya...nak seorang ya ku try mok lupa kan cause kawan ku suka ngan nya,nk CIFINAFA
ya pula ku nang sik suka ngan nya cause nya selalu nganok aku and nak last tok ku sik tau mok padah apa..dgr cerita nya g bergerek ngn ompuan lam kelas mekrg ya...ermmm....sik tau ku eyh,palah dosa ku sampai benda kedak tok terjadi..tp ku redha jak lah mybe da hikmah di sebalik smua tok....o.O
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Wednesday, February 23, 2011
-ONE DAY,IT WON'T BE ENOUGH-
One day it’s not going to be enough. These inside jokes, that comfortableness that no one else holds, the chemistry that never went away in your transition from lovers to friends and back every now and then — it will all suddenly not be enough. You’ll soon realize those small moments of happiness actually don’t add up to anything much, won’t add up to what you really want, what you actually deserve. But you won’t realize this right away. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes even years to get to this point, because throughout that whole time you will convince yourself that it’s okay, that you don’t need anything more. That if they’re happy, then you’re happy and that’s all that matters, that’s all that matters as long as it means you get to be together in some way, any way, even if it’s just as friends as far as anyone knows, or lovers behind closed doors. But the thing is, eventually you’ll want something more (as you always did all along except you just got good at denying yourself of that fact) and you will go on the spectrum from smiling more than hurting to the heartbreaking opposite of that. And one day, you’ll come to conclusion that this is it, I can’t take it anymore and you’ll realize the change you’ve been waiting forever for is never going to come like you had hoped it would have a long time ago.
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Friday, February 18, 2011
-BIRTHDAY GIRL-
Marek birthday bestfriend ku DAYANG SITI NURSHARINA....tp syg mekrg sik da pergi sekolah marek coz nolong cikgu kat indoor stadium marek...huhuhu...sik da mood birthday girl marek coz selama tok mesti nya peluk cium mekrg...huhuhu
Esok ku mok cari present pakai nya lah and awal pagi isnin ku mok peluk cium nya...hahaha....rindu aie ngn nya..dh nya da problem dalam beberapa minggu tok tek...sedih nangga nya mala jak sik da mood..dh nya ya jenis yg happy go lucky tup tup bila nangga nya sedih tang sunyi jak group mekrg....hope birthday nya kali tok akan mengubah segala nya...ku mok bff aku yg lamak ya....=)
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-CRUSH-
Btw lamak dah ku sik update blog tok ow..maklum lah penggunaan laptop d sekat every weekdays...ku pilih tajuk 'crush' kali tok...mun takrg perasaan ku pernah padah yang ku sik kan pernah fall in love gik after ADIWIRA nk?...tp ku rasa ku dah langgar janji lah..ermmm...tp ADIWIRA still jadi org first yang ada di hati nektok...=)
Permulaan cerita...semua nya bermula time pertengahan form 4...start dari nya kat kelas ya mesti ku bergaduh jak2 ngn nya...sampai kn setiap hari ku madah ngn kawan2 ku yg ku "benci" laki ya...aku pun sik tau apa masalah ku ngn nya sampai kn everyday bergaduh...lejuk org dengar mek 2 bertikam lidah...aku gik angol..
Tup tup awal bulan 2 tahun tok ku pandai tersuka or tercrush ngan nya...ermm....semua nya start dari pandangan nya..ku pun sik tau kena hati ku tergerak mok noleh kat tempat duduk nya...tiba2 pandangan mek 2 bertembung,adoi2...time ya dua2 otomatik alih pandangan....hahaha...start dari cia ku pndai tercrush ngan nya...huhuhu
Tapi ku terperasan akan keakraban seorang kawan ku ngan laki tok lah...antara aku ngan kawan ku tok banyak perbezaan...aku jenis yg suka main2 and kasar tapi kawan ku tok lemah lembut and nya kira rapat lah ngang laki ya...mun nya cakap ngn laki ya mesti lemah lembut jak lain lah aku dari jaoh g nangga laki ya confirm bergaduh jak2....nang sik dapat bertemu....hahaha...tapi mana2 lah ku sik mengharap gilak coz laki ya pun da gerek...apa2 pun yg terjadi diam jak lah..bak kata kawan ku 'wait and see'...huhuhu
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Saturday, February 5, 2011
-HAPPY MODE-
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Thursday, February 3, 2011
-AWESOME-
The awesome thing happen this 2 days......guess what??......ADIWIRA post something dlm wall aku 2 hari tok tek....amazing for me.....frst post nya "Hey sha. Happy Chinese New Year :)..."......frst expression ku is smile all the day.......hahahahaha.....then last night his post something again sound like this "Hai sha. Kenak kmk nangga status ktk mala jak madah ktk sakit? Kenak tak? Main hujan jak nak? Take care.. Rehat byk2. kelak demam dah masok sekolah lak.. Susah gik...."....ya menunjuk kn nya still cares ngn aku even after what happen before...Ku arap mun nya bca tok iboh lah nya mok manas ngn ku indh.....this only my expression nothing much ok.....=)
Anyway,now I already have my own DOMO and already decided to named my DOMO as ADIWIRA..hee~.....actually I want to named my DOMO as MR.DOMO but its like common.....then I decided to giving my domo-kun that name.....sempena nickname yg ku beri kn nya.....ADIWIRA
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